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Mon Jun 11, 2007, 10:45 PM
  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: pulse of the maggots
  • Watching: stuff
  • Playing: with ipod =D
i'm sorry i'm not updating here that often to anyone that cares
things are absolutely hectic on and offline

i've had this horrible depression for the past month or so, and i know how "g33z3 feck1ng 3m0" it is to have problems and expecially depression, but i need to let it out...

i've been in total isolation for the past few months
even going out into public, i feel like everybodies enemy
its kinda immature for a woman of my age to be rambling like a teen girl, but this has just been miserable.
One of my friends said what probably my mother wouldve said "You need a good man in your life" well its hard when the world seems to have turned its back on you

I dont really know what to do but to try to carry on...

ergh

Sat May 19, 2007, 4:53 PM
  • Mood: Bliss
  • Listening to: muscle museum
  • Watching: stuff
  • Playing: with ipod =D
no new stuff for mrs gee?

jk


new hair :)


and
muse/mcr=:boing:


I CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR PROJEKT REVOLUTION
or
what ever


matt bellamy has a haunting voice...

I GOTS TAGGIED! I'M SO SPECIAL!

Sun Apr 1, 2007, 8:22 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: waltz moore------fftl
  • Watching: stuff
  • Playing: with ipod =D
1) Full Name: Jean Halawei(Puget:lol:)

2) Male/Female: I'M EFFING JEFREE STAR!!!

3) Were you named after anyone?: YO PANTS *grabs and runs away*

4) Does your name mean anything?: I WILL TAKE YO JEANS

5) Nick Name(s): pinky...thats it right now...thanks, guys xD

6) What do you think you look like... name wise: JEANS!*foams up*

7) Date Of Birth: The 40th day of the 13th month

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Atlantic City (NJ) to Atlanta(GA)

9) Nationality: VGHJFUIHFYGFGHJVHB

10) Astrology Sign: HISSY POINTY POISON BUG

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: GORILLA

12) Religion: Pugetism(lol)

13) Whats your favorite smell?: ADAM GONTIER

14) Political Position?: MILITARY (get t?)

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: GO STRAIGHT TO THE TEQUILA...nonono, coke

16) Hair + Eye color: HA! THATS WHAT CAMERAS ARE FOR!

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: lemme make joo a list...JADE, SONNY, JADE, ADAM, JADE, GERARD...DID I SAY JADE? WELL, JADE

18) What do you look like?: [please see Hair+Eye color]CHEESE!

19) Any unusual talents?: hmmm...?

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: ambi...i cant even spell that XD

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: i'm actually quite straight

22) What do you do for a living?: w...ASSKICKING

23) What do you do for fun?: sleep n play video games and the occasional guitar

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: YOU

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: a trampoline and a weiner dog

26) Have you met your grandparents?: ...no

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: ...no one

28) Crush: JADE 8D

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: JADE 8D

30) Current worries?: ...dying alone and crows coming for us

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): um...i work alone...

32) Favorite place to be?: in his arms again...

33) Least favorite place to be?: WHAT TIBBOH SAID, STUCK ON THE PORT O POTTY XD

34) Do you burn or tan?: i fry up like pareshan

35) Ever break a bone?: mhm

36) What is your favorite cereal?: COCO PUFFS

37) Person you cry with: o_0 emos?...lol, if i were, chris

38) Any sisters: neeps

39) Any brothers: neeps

40) Any pets: doggies

41) An Illness: neeps

42) A Pager: nope

43) A Personal phone line: neeps

44) A Cell phone: yeeps

45) A visible birthmark: .......um...matters if i'm wearing a thong or not...XD

46) A Pool or hot tub: hot tub

47) A Car: PIECE OF CRAP

Describe Your...

48) Personality: :#1: take pride

49) Driving: piece of crap

50) Your clothing style: mmmmm, what clothes babe XD

51) Room: land of cluts and nimnies

52) What’s missing: mmmm YOU

53) School: DONE

54) Bed: kinky little place that is xD

55) Relationship with your parent(s): ...

56) Do You believe in yourself: i believe in everyone :)

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: HAHAHA IT MATTERS

58) Consider yourself a good listener: YOU HAVE MY DIVIDED ATTENTION

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: BANG BANG CHOO CHOO TRAIN

60) Get Along with your parents:...

61) Save your e-mail conversations: u can do that?

62) Pray: mmmmmmm no

63) Believe in reincarnation: i wanna b a BUNNY

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: Yerp

65) Like to talk on the phone: hahaha. yes

66) Like to eat?: mhm. fuck anorexia xD

67) Like to exercise?: *snort*

68) Like to watch sports?: god no

69) Sing in the car?: YAAAAAY

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: ok. i'd better let this go.*inhales* as a great deal of you know, i work at a concert venue, so i see a lot of concerts by a lot soon to be's. it was august of 2005. mcrs three cheers for sweet revenge had made it big, and hey came to tada, where i work! and this back when i was more obsessed with NiGHTS into Dreams than anything and hardly knew who they were, so during the set, i worked backstage (8D) no, i didn't get to meet them (D8) probably coz staff thought i would eat mikey or frank, but they made adjustments so i could at least see. And lets just say, my maren obsessed mind did not give me a good first inpression of gerard...i had a bad feeling about him. I dont know what it was. But ever since then to the release of the single of Welcome To The Black Parade, i'd have nightmares about five dark figures come into atlanta, everyone just watch them hover by. Its creepy.

71) Dream in color: matters my mood

72) Do you have nightmares?: occasionally. and they nd up being NID related and its really wierd

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: neeps

74) Right next to you: ....>>...CHRIS

75) On your favorite coffee cup?: DOLPHINS

76) On your mouse pad: IS PIKACHU

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?: BUBBLE GUMMY BUBBLE GUM

78) Your brand of deodorant?: uhm...idk...SECRET

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: JADE 8D

80) Your dream husband/wife: JADE 8D

81) Hiding in your closet?: JADE 8D

82) Under your bed: *gasp* NOSY NOSY PERV...NOTHING

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?: uh...idk, i work alone

84) Your bad time of the day: when i have to wake up...to go to work

85) Your worst fear(s): BIG FAT RED HEAD LADIES WITH DRUGS AND TEQUILA WHO SO HAPPEN TO BE PROSTITUTES, AND LAWYERS

86) What's the weather like: DARK AS CRAP :|

87) Your favorite time of year?: whenever i can remember it

88) Your favorite holiday?: FRECKIN HALLOWEEN 8D

89) A material weakness?: POTATO PEELER

90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: everything at the fountain drink machine

91) At the top of your "to-do list"?: braid muy hair n watch more jim gaffigan

92) The hardest thing about growing up: not being able to go back

93) A pet peeve?: THE WORD PET PEEVE

94) Your scariest moment: NETHERWORLD, MAN

95) Your attitude about love?: i like it rough...oh, wai...

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: jumped up and down, making me fun bags jump around

97) The worst feeling in the world: rejection

98) The best feeling in the world: ORGAS...ORGANISM...:cookie:

99) Who sent this to you? ~Tibboh

100) 6 people you tag:

GET TO IT, SMELL ORCHESTRAS :mwahaha:
ok, that does it fer krazee ladee tnight

an apology for this absency

Sun Mar 25, 2007, 12:36 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: shut your mouth---garbage
  • Reading: Demolition Lovers(proofreading for MHMD)
  • Watching: stuff
  • Playing: with ipod =D
yes
lyrics acomin :D

but as it says
i have been rather idle
thats because wwwwwoooorrrrkkk
working at a concert venue isnt all fun and games, kiddies
but i found a few pics to post b4 i go off to bed (its almost 4am :O)


so yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

bububububuuuuuuh

Thu Mar 15, 2007, 12:48 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: The Crows Are Coming For Us by FFTL
  • Reading: Demolition Lovers(proofreading for MHMD)
  • Watching: stuff
  • Playing: with ipod =D
yes


SEVENDUST KICKED TATTIES, BTW!!!!!!!!!!!




now, tomorow....THREE GRACE DAYS!!!!!!!!
I MEAN THREE DAYS GRACE >_>.....<_<....



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OH NOES D:

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